Not enough
I just want a medicine to actually work. I don’t want to feel this way. I don’t want to feel. My sorrow is crippling. I’m exhausted. Mentally, emotionally, physically. I try my hardest, I really do...And yet it’s still not enough.
Hey @emotionalCake7336 (: Thank you for sharing, i know it can be difficult. I understand how you are feeling. It’s that feeling of being drained and like you never have any energy in any aspect that goes unnoticed by anyone but you, the feeling that makes it 10 times harder to do anything, no matter how big or small. But fact that you try your hardest is so amazing and good to hear, because you are trying to push through with what little hope you have and that’s always more than okay. You don’t always have to be at your best to feel like you’re making progress, please know that. You are still improving, developing, and progressing, and you will get to a place where you think you are good enough. I understand your frustration right now, you must feel stuck and tired and that’s okay. No matter what, we are all here for you. You are so strong and brave by just pushing through life and sharing it with us, so please continue to do that. Talk to me, and any of the other amazing listeners out there if you’re comfortable doing so. On here especially, you are valued, loved, and definitely always enough. Keep going, for us and most importantly for you. -S x