My story

Hey everyone,

Towards the end of 6th grade I moved to a new school and met so really interesting kids. At the time we were good friends and we played video games together. Around the beginning of 7th grade we met up with a couple more kids and they all joined our group until we had about 5 or 6 people we played games with regularly. I don't know why but it felt like over night the same friend I hung out with in 6th grade just started targeting me and bullying my first whatever reason. I thought he was just playing like any little kid does at that age but he kept targeting me for months and with every month that went by I started feeling worse about myself I was repeating all the negitive things he was saying about me. It got to a point where I started to cut myself and eventually I almost killed myself a couple times. I stopped myself from doing it though because I was scared of how I would have left my parents and my one true friend at the time. Anyway it's been a couple years since then and I stopped cutting myself but I still always doubt myself and I'm always talking myself down I still repeat everything he said back then and lately I've been feeling like how I did back then I almost started cutting again. For the past couple of weeks I've been feeling this way so with the help of a friend I'm finally trying to get some help

i don't know how to close this off but thank you for listening.