Lonliness
I think loneliness is one of the main sources of depression, we could have people around us and be even inside a community full of people but it doesn't mean that we are feeling well between them or sometimes we don't even feel comfortable talking to anybody and need others to make the first step and talk to us.
Everyone who feel this way are welcome to share their thoughts and experiences !
Sometimes I feel like ghost just going through the motions of everyday. Not really attached to what I'm doing. Like no one notices me. Some days more than others.
I feel the same quite often I feel like I'm in a dream or light headed or just staring into space
Well I think I would probably top the charts for lonliness, I usually find some way of coping with it,
I'm 28, my so called mates don't bother to contact me unless I contact them, my social experience is talking to the postman for 3 mins a day, I work 6 days a week to cope with this and invest my money is pointless idea's.
Oh But I do talk to my dog she always listens :), usually watch tv shows to cope too but getting bored easily these days. Had a bad experience with relationships they just want to use me etc.
Broadband is my friend :P
I'm sorry I totally understand trying to take your mind of things can be very difficult I'm yet to find a way to feel happy with myslf I hate fee long lonely. ..
Sometimes I like to watch anime series, when I get into it Its like I'm in it lol, what do you do for a living?