Lonely and Me

Lonely is a friend of mine and has been for a long time. We became closer after I got married... My husband works and my disability makes it so I can't drive. This makes it so Lonely and I have a lot of time together. We read, clean and stare at my phone or watch tv. Sometimes Lonely will make me feel sad and I cry even though I try really hard to be happy. Sometimes Lonely will wake me at night and I lose a lot of sleep and I struggle to function the next day. Lonely will be with me when I am with friends and family too and I start to feel out of place..... Lonely is my best friend and no one can replace them because every time I try Lonely gets in the way. Lonely will even follow me on holidays and on especially Christmas. My family doesn't like Lonely and even tho I try to keep Lonely away it makes Lonely try even harder to be there. Lonely won't leave me alone