People tell me that this pain will pass well guess what, happiness will pass a lot faster. If I had a gun I would be dead right now
@weirdman
Look a girlfriend might not be what you really need at this point.
You should focus on people you around you (family, friends) because a gf may make you happy , but that's for a short time. I'm sure you can learn stuff , so just focus on that and everything else with come along. If you want just a gf and not a person that you will love so much that it will absolutely change you , then go after one. "True" love can only be crossed not found , you will just encounter her randomly and you will feel it. So just be patient . I won't tell you that everything is going to be alright, because myself I'm pretty disappointed in those who told me so. Just hope and make it alright