It's no fun

It's no fun keeping your eyes wide.
Keeping your dreams tied.
Or living life in fear.
It's no fun feeling like you got to hide.
Living a life full of sighs.
or feeling like you are about to die.
It's no fun feeling suppressed.
Living a life stressed.
or feeling like everything's a threat.
Yet every breath i take , I manage to pull through.
Try to forget the past that left me blue.
All those lies I told myself , I know they aren't true.
Who knew I could make it through?