I'm sorry
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for existing. I'm sorry for being a burden on other people when I tell them my problems. I don't know what to do other than tell everyone who can hear me that I'm sorry.
I
@DeadlyBroken13579 Hey there. Let's take a moment here and maybe catch our breath. You seem to be taking on an awful lot for one person. Sometimes - well - sometimes we do things we don't mean. Sometimes we say things we may not mean. Times when we feel insecure with ourselves and it makes us feel like we're burdens. That's doesn't mean that we really are. I know you probably don't believe me and I can't say I blame you. You don't know me and I don't know you. No one deserves to hurt or be hurt no matter what they think they might have done.
You had no control over your parents split. That is between them. You shouldn't accept blame for that. I know I'm no one special but I don't think that you're a waste of space. I'm sorry that you feel no one cares that you depressed. You found your way here - yeah? There are alot of people here who do care about you. I'm so glad you reached out. You're not alone. There are listeners here - if you think that talking to someone might help you - even if it's just for tonight. We'll tackle tomorrow when it comes - ya know?
Please be gentle with yourself and your thoughts
@mytwistedsoul I appreciate your kind words, it made my eyes light up just to know that someone cared. I wish I could restrain myself like that but it
@DeadlyBroken13579 I've done that myself - harmed without knowing it. I'm a work in progress with that.
Hearing something like that would hurt - I'm sorry you heard that and sorry that you've kept that all inside. I understand how hearing thing like that get's stuck in your mind. Unfortunately alot of kids are left to believe that they were responsible for things like that. Um - it doesn't mean it's true. You have just as much right to be loved and and accepted. Just as much right to be happy.
Do you have ways of coping when the urges get bad? Sometimes taking a pause - walking a way for a bit or writting it out helps. You don't have to hide your feelings here behind smiles and I'm fines. Here - you be you. No judgment.
It was very brave of you to share this with me. Thank you. Just try to remember that you're not alone. There are alot of people going through things here - alot of them are more then willing to listen and help. Try to remember you're not alone
@sociableSea7298 Hey You're not a burden to other's for talking about your problems. I understand that you feel that way. But sharing our problems is a way of unburdening ourselves. That's doesn;t mean we're burdens to others. We're all here to talk about our problems. You're not alone. There are many people here to listen to you.
I'm sorry for not being worth it. I'm sorry for not being good enough. I'm sorry for not being daring. I'm sorry for being too shy. I'm sorry for pushing people away. I'm sorry for being a f***up. I'm sorry for breaking my promise of no self harm. I'm sorry for just being a goddamn disappointment of a human being.
i'm sorry for feeling for you ,
i know you're a married man .
each time i meet you & if your wife comes , i feel like as i'm the rd party .
i don't habour any evil intention to break your family , as i knew if i were to do its a sin .
i feel so much for you yet i know you won't feel the same way for me , i get emotional sometimes even i 😠people telling me to see a counsellor for behaving this way BUT i don't wish as i just want to pray to Jësüs how i feel for you .
PS: if you don't like what i write , don't bother to read or reply me