I feel so alone!

I have to get this out of me, because if i dont i'll probably lose my freaking mind!!!!

The weekends are terrible, i dont go out of the house and spent all the day sleeping but the worst part is that i'm unhappy with the way my life has turned so far, sometimes i just want to run away from home and start fresh somewhere else with no one knowing me, from scratch. And the little voice telling me that im a failure that doesnt do anything to enjoy life to enjoy his youth and the worst part is true all i do is stay home on weekends (I work and study, not doing great in neither) and dont enjoy life! All i want is to have fun on my days off but this freaking depression has me inside of a bubble and i dont think i'll ever come out.