I feel like I have no joy left in me
SelinIndigo
April 8th, 2018
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My depression has been getting worse instead of better. I used to be able to the things I set my mind to do, but that's not the case anymore. I feel like I am engulfed with apathy. I can hardly draw, write, or anything that I am not required to do by school or my job. It's hard to wake in the mornings and there are times when I don't even hear the alarm. I have been gainig weight, but I have no motivation to work out unless I'm pushed to do it by my mom. I feel useless, sad, and tired all the time.