I don’t know how to make things better
Dulcinea1
September 11th, 2022
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I feel that I am an awful person. I have failed everyone who tried to be there for me. I burden others with my problems, and I hate myself for it. My birthday is soon and all I have to look back is a life of disappointment, of being disappointing, of tricking people into loving me when I’m really I don’t deserve to be loved. I haven’t done anything to hurt anyone it’s that I feel that I am doing a disservice to the people I love by keep on just being this thing that I am. I don’t know how to be better, to not be always so sad and feeling sorry for myself, I don’t know how to be there for others cuz I feel like a hypocrite, what can I say to people that is good when I myself am so out of grace?