Idk what to do

Idk what do no one is helping me. My therapist isn't. None of my friends are now I know they're busy and got their own issues but like I help them but now they won't help me anymore. My family is a bust there's never going to be help there. There's no one. I'm misrable every single day. I've stopped doing the things I used to enjoy. It's 8 and I want to go lay down because I'm tired and there's no reason to be up because I don't enjoy anything I'm just in constant pain.

I don't know what to do at this point. Medication is not going to fix it and I'm never doing that again I've been on several different medications for me they're worthless.

Theres never anyone to talk to anymore and anyone new I have to be vague with because they have often don't understand and I can't trust them. Idk what I'm suposed to do. I could get someone who deals more in psychoanalysis which would be better for me but that's not going to help me right now and I have no desire to move forward on anything like that not when I'm like this. I need help now not when they can get me an appointment or when I'm finally comfortable to talk to them.

I keep crying everyday and that's no good cause I get a migraines from them. I just don't know what to do and there's no one anymore.