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PathStep 68 Compassion hearts602 Forum posts33 Forum upvotes20 Current upvotes20 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2019 Member sinceOctober 4, 2017
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Idk what to do
Depression Support / by PinkLife
Last post
 May 7th, 2018
...See more Idk what do no one is helping me. My therapist isn't. None of my friends are now I know they're busy and got their own issues but like I help them but now they won't help me anymore. My family is a bust there's never going to be help there. There's no one. I'm misrable every single day. I've stopped doing the things I used to enjoy. It's 8 and I want to go lay down because I'm tired and there's no reason to be up because I don't enjoy anything I'm just in constant pain. I don't know what to do at this point. Medication is not going to fix it and I'm never doing that again I've been on several different medications for me they're worthless. Theres never anyone to talk to anymore and anyone new I have to be vague with because they have often don't understand and I can't trust them. Idk what I'm suposed to do. I could get someone who deals more in psychoanalysis which would be better for me but that's not going to help me right now and I have no desire to move forward on anything like that not when I'm like this. I need help now not when they can get me an appointment or when I'm finally comfortable to talk to them. I keep crying everyday and that's no good cause I get a migraines from them. I just don't know what to do and there's no one anymore.
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I also don't know if this is the right place to post this
Relationship Stress / by PinkLife
Last post
 February 16th, 2018
...See more Theres this person and I try to understand them but they've become so confusing. It's so important for me to understand them but their actions and words are sometimes so contradictory.... The thing is people tell me I'm probably the one that understands them the most. How can I hope of ever understanding them if I'm the only one that comes close to it? I feel like if I understood more I might have much more peace in my life. Anyway sorry for rambling. This has been a trying day.
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What do you do when your only source of happiness is also your greatest pain?
Depression Support / by PinkLife
Last post
 July 27th, 2018
...See more Real question. What do you do when your only source of happiness is also your greatest pain? And nothing else makes who happy no matter how many hobbies or new friends you make, not even old stuff that used to make you happy. I can only feel good about my life and the things that used to make me happy if things aren't painful with that one thing. If they are it greatly affects my life. I easily fall apart. I used to fall apart more easily but every time I acquire more resilience something happens that worse that makes me even more upset. Most recently all I did for about a week has been eat a little, go to work, sleep and play animal crossing. Sorry about the vagueness I feel I need to be.
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mother keeps saying everything is my fault
Depression Support / by PinkLife
Last post
 November 6th, 2017
...See more my mom keeps on saying that everything is my fault even my own problems she just keeps raging all the time i really needed this day off without rage from her :(
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Mother stressing me out could use some positive support
Depression Support / by PinkLife
Last post
 October 27th, 2017
...See more My mother (yes unfortunatly I still live with my parents) is really upset and stressing out i'm sure everything is going to me MY fault everything always is. I have stuff I need to do but she completely drains me of optimism. I could use some positive support.
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Dealing with hurt
Depression Support / by PinkLife
Last post
 October 20th, 2017
...See more I don't seem to know how to deal with unresolved hurt if I cannot hate the person for it. I keep looking for some way to help heal this but it's feel good hokey thats coming up on the internet. It just takes the ONE thing to click in my brain for me to learn something new. Conventional methods never seem to work for me. This is very fustrating but at least I'm talking about it. If you have any that seem to work for you please let me know because the internet is putting all those feel good sites to the top of the list it's hard finding anything relatable. Time doesn't really heal. Theres no way for me to get some closure on it or even resolve it at least for a while.(i'm talking at least a year) I wish I knew a process that worked for me that would help me work through this deep hurt I feel.
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Who do I believe? My insecure depressed side or my confident happy side?
Depression Support / by PinkLife
Last post
 October 15th, 2017
...See more Now my conifdent side isn't cocky and when I think about it my insecure side is less rational and has less rational thoughts. So is my happy side those thoughts I should believe? I'd like to but I need to logically justify it in my head.
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Is it common to fall back into a depressive state after a anxious state?
Depression Support / by PinkLife
Last post
 October 12th, 2017
...See more I was feeling pretty happyish and then i got really anxious and I tried my yoga and meditation and that helped but as soon as I stopped it all came flooding back. I went out to distract myself but that had it's ups and downs. Then I gave in and took my anxiety meds (PRN) and I feel much more relaxed and less anxious but now I'm having trouble focusing on good things instead of bad. And good things DID happen today that mattered to me. Is that a common thing? I'd feel a little better if it was.
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