Hello depression. Long time no see.

@GhostlyLilian

Feeling like a shit person. Seeing people I care for being hurt by my presence. And saying I'm a selfish, ungrateful liar that doesn't give a damn about them. C-ptsd thoughts, confirmed. Lack of motivation: checked. Low mood: checked. Overwhelming guilt: checked. Heaviness: checked. Constant clench on my chest: checked. Nightmares: checked. Lack of hunger: checked. Self esteem level: low and lowering. Trust level: non existing.

Based on the signals, we can conclude that we're pretty screwed up right now. Congratulations