Exhausted from everything

Welcome bestMap6925,

I understand it's exhausting for you and you're tired of all these emotions and the daily depression. i understand how difficult it's to wake and go to sleep crying. I know some of us on 7 cups can relate to the way you feel in some way. I'm sorry to hear that you're experiencing suicidal thoughts. I know how difficult and exhausting and hard it is to fight those urges. I understand being tired from everything in life but you need to keep on fighting. I know it's easier said than done but things tend to get worse before they get better. I'm sure people who know you would be devasted if you did that. I wouldn't ever want that for you and I would be sad if you did that too. I know you may feel like you don't matter and are not important. But you matter and are worth so much more then you think you are. I know you have probably heard this from many people before but there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Good things will come in future. You just need to be patient and hold on. I understand you hating yourself for being this way. None of us that have experienced this like being like this. I'm sorry to hear that you have no one to reach out to I know that can make things more difficult for people like you. You can reach out to me. I know it would be better if you had someone to reach out to in life. But I'm here and I would love to listen and support you through your struggles. I know it's hard to cope and they urges of self harm are overwhelming for you. I know how difficult that is because I can relate to you in some ways. Yes it can be very overwhelming and hard to deal with at times. But you don't have to deal with alone anymore. People on 7 cups like me care and want to support you. Please take care of yourself and stay safe. Don't be afraid to send a message to me if you wish to talk. - kindcherry2