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bestMap6925
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Bio

Hi I'm Jessica I'm 14 years old. 

Just wanna thank all the listeners on here for doing a great job. 

Also just looking for friends 

Recent forum posts
Sh addiction
Self-Harm Recovery / by bestMap6925
Last post
 November 6th, 2022
...See more Hi, how is everyone? Guess i just wanted to talk about something...ive been addicted to sh and im not so sure what to do, its all too much and thats one of the reasons why i do it. Just constantly feeling down all the time and idk why. Ive tried therapy and its not worked its just made it worse. Honestly it feels like theres no way out for me. idk what to do. hope u have a good day
depression
Depression Support / by bestMap6925
Last post
 October 25th, 2022
...See more So, i feel really down all the time and always in alot of pain...Sometimes i wish i was dead. I cant get no help. And its all too much. I just change moods really quickly, like one minute im fine the next im so depressed and then angry, then i take it out on everyone else and i hate it. I dont feel good enough for anyone, i mean i feel like everyone hates me even my bf. But he says he doesnt but my mind just cant stop thinking it. Ugh im so tired of this, not been sleeping properly or eating properly. Just dont know what to do anymore Help?
Struggling with self harm and depression
Depression Support / by bestMap6925
Last post
 October 6th, 2022
...See more I know I post alot on here, but idk I guess it helps a lil. Anyways, I've relapsed again. It all got too much. I tried telling my family, and it just made it worse. Idk how to stop.
Nothing is helping
Depression Support / by bestMap6925
Last post
 October 1st, 2022
...See more Hi, Still struggling with depression. Ive tried to see a counsellor and talking to friends and stuff. Its not helping, starting to feel as if its never gonna get better. I keep talking abt it its just making it worser. Im just exhausted from all of this, its killing me. I know i have friends and stuff, but i feel like i have no one. I feel as if no one cares about me. Tbh i just wanna lay down and sleep forever. I cant cope anymore. I'm just so messed up. I feel like im going crazy. My family are also toxic, have been since i was born. Theres constantly arguing and im so done with it. I dont wanna get into too much of that tho. I also cant control myself from self harming, its like im a different person when doing it and idk what happening to me. If that makes any sense. Idk how to stop. its all just too much. And i have stopped and i went crazy so i started it again. Idk its all just hard to deal with right now. I just wanna be normal again anyway, have a good day, and sorry for wasting your time.
I relapsed...again
Depression Support / by bestMap6925
Last post
 September 20th, 2022
...See more Yesterday I relapsed and I cut myself again. It all got too much. So I went out and there was glass on the floor I took it and I cut myself. I feel like I've messed up, and feel like I've got no one. It's all so hard. Idk how I can stop now, cuz I'm tryna fight the urge now. I just wanna do it again. Can't tell anyone about this. It's killing me
still struggling
Depression Support / by bestMap6925
Last post
 September 16th, 2022
...See more Hi. I'm still struggling with depression and im exhausted. Idk whats happening to me. I recently tried suicide. I feel as if ive got no one to talk to. And i hate this. Feel so lonely. Everyone hates me and i feel like no one cares. I guess i just need a friend. But idk anymore. Just feel like giving up. Just feel so worthless.
Exhausted from everything
Depression Support / by bestMap6925
Last post
 August 27th, 2022
...See more I guess it's all so exhausting. I wake up crying I go to sleep crying spend all day crying sometimes. It never ends. And the suicidal thoughts it's really killing me. Just so tired from everything, from life. I hate being this way. I have no one to reach out to either which makes it harder. I can't cope anymore. The urges to self harm are also there, and Im trying so hard not to do it. I guess it's all to hard to deal with.
Feeling scared
Depression Support / by bestMap6925
Last post
 August 17th, 2022
...See more Hi so I get scared alot, scared of my thoughts and what I might do next if my thoughts take control of me. I hate this feeling, I wish it was never there. No one understands I dont think. Idk what to do anymore...
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