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I'm numb right now and I hate it, I'm angry, sad and so frustrated but I can't let these emotions out
I just seem tired all the time, I can't take this, I need a out, I'm just going to borrow some money so I can buy booze and drink myself sleep, this feeling is beyond messed up. I need it to stop
@HiMisterKyle Sounds like you're going through a really rough time *huggles* Have you talked to anyone in real life about how you've been feeling?
@Rose Not really, I find it hard to explain everything. I tried saying I'm not well to a close friend who's been throughout my depression and it kinda felt like she was not taking it seriously. I don't want to push anything and make myself look like I just want pity from people.
I did in the end by myself a drink and that helped. I understand what that means but I don't have anything holding me up at the moment so I'm going for what works
@HiMisterKyle
Sorry to know you are going through a rough time, being numb can be so painful emotionally, booze might help you feel a bit, but its just a temp solution, there are other ways to undo being numb and start to feel again, We might be abe help you here to start feel again, and regain control over your emotions, if you want, you can send me a message so we can talk more about it, and find a way to help you out :)
@weallthesame thank you, will be taking to in the coming days, I'm doing alot of work stuff right now and a bit busy
@HiMisterKyle
Whenever you feel ready and free to talk, dont rush yourself, and when you want to talk, Im here for you :)
@HiMisterKyle I think I know how you are feeling, and I am sorry to hear this. I'm also sorry that you didn't get the response you wanted from your friend, i know how hurtful it can be to not feel as though your problems are being taken seriously. Your friend probably felt concerned and went into a place of anxiety, and in that place their reaction was to shut you off somehow - to not have to deal with an uncomfortable situation, because let's face It, it's hard to talk about and hear someone you care about is struggling. But you have to remind Your self that their decision on how to react is not a reflection of you. Your feelings are valid! You are not alone! Your friend probably cares about you very much, and maybe you need to have a conversation with them where you explain to them how their reaction made you feel, but alsp show compassion to their anxiety. If you feel like you can't reach out to them, there are always going to be people who want to help. The people who are in this website for one! Have you tried accessing medical help or counselling?
