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Don't mind me

suskase May 20th, 2020

I've been having a really intense depressive episode for the past month now. I sometimes get these very positive toughts, but than my head tells me it's not worth trying. My brain attacks me with suicidal toughts for no reason at all, it's a battle going on inside my brain. I hate my suicidal toughts, I hate how I fuck everything up, I hate my dissociative episodes, I hate how self-destructive I am, I hate myself.

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Jem7Cups June 9th, 2020

@suskase have you spoken to a professional about how you're feeling? Perhaps they'd be able to help you ❤️

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suskase OP June 9th, 2020

@Jem7Cups

yea, it's a bit better now, not thanks to the therapist tho

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RealTree3 June 10th, 2020

i suggest seeing a professional, counceling and spirituality (God) do it all in combo and see the change over time