Distant and numb
lavenderMoon463
June 11th, 2021
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I’ve been feeling quite low on and off for a while now, but recently I’ve been getting spaced out quite a lot every day and feeling completely disconnected from myself and my surroundings, almost like I’m dreaming or like I’m not real. It takes so much energy just to get through the day that I have very little left to try and talk to people close to me like my boyfriend, who I know would want to help me but I just don’t know how to explain what’s going on. I feel like I don’t matter and nothing I do counts for anything. I know I want things to change but I don’t know what to do.