Depressed about partner earning more than me.
I have a GF, that is 5 years older than me, making more money than me
Despite i worked my ass of for a quarter of my life, got an engineering master degree which i dont like (my parents expected me to go for it), and I can't really find relavent job. Im working at a restaurant now making minimum wage while my GF is a manager of another restaurant earning almost twice what I'm earning.
I know she doesn't mind, but i feel really bad, I can't see our future. I can't imagine if she's pregnant and had to quit her job, my min wage job would not be able to support the whole family. I feel really bad for her, feel like she deserve someone a lot better.
I just feel like giving up this relationship and hide myself in a corner and let myself rot. Im such a fcking failure i don't deserve anyone. The better she treats me, the worse i felt, because it shouldn't be that way. I want to be the guy that she depends on and not the other way round.