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JustWantToBeNormal0509
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Burning on just like a match you'll strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worse you take
From every heart you break
And like the blade you stain
Well, I've been holding on tonight
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Depressed about partner earning more than me.
Depression Support / by JustWantToBeNormal0509
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 October 30th, 2017
...See more I have a GF, that is 5 years older than me, making more money than me Despite i worked my ass of for a quarter of my life, got an engineering master degree which i dont like (my parents expected me to go for it), and I can't really find relavent job. Im working at a restaurant now making minimum wage while my GF is a manager of another restaurant earning almost twice what I'm earning. I know she doesn't mind, but i feel really bad, I can't see our future. I can't imagine if she's pregnant and had to quit her job, my min wage job would not be able to support the whole family. I feel really bad for her, feel like she deserve someone a lot better. I just feel like giving up this relationship and hide myself in a corner and let myself rot. Im such a fcking failure i don't deserve anyone. The better she treats me, the worse i felt, because it shouldn't be that way. I want to be the guy that she depends on and not the other way round.
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