Can't stop thinking about suicide

Since you are posting here is like reaching out for help... And that proves that you don't really want to kill yourself. Besides, why waste so many things? If you are ready to kill yourself...it means you are capable of anything right? So... Pick something you like...you love...then do it. Just because you can! Bam! Happy! Its as simple as that.

Why do you think you're thinking about committing suicide?

It sounds like your thoughts are not cooperating with your true feelings. You may need anti depressants for a short time..imo

i do wan't to be dead though because i can't live like this any longer..i've meant to have got mymedication sorted serval times in this past year alone but the doctors and my mental heath teamkeep messing up. i'm pretty sure they just want me to end it as well

It sounds like your thoughts are not cooperating with your true feelings. You may need anti depressants for a short time..imo

It sounds like you've really got a lot of bad stuff on your mind right now, i'm really sorry to hear you're experiencing this Suicidal thoughts can be hard to manage but not impossible to overcome.

Unfortunately, as listeners we can't support you if you're considering suicide. It's not that we don't want to support you but we aren't trained to. While you're in this fragile state of mind, we could easily say something harmful without meaning to because we haven't had the proper training and we don't want that to happen or you to act upon your thoughts because of a bad experience here.

I urge you to connect with a trained professional, someone who knows how to help you during this difficult time.

Some links for you:

http://remedylive.com/ (warning- the soulmedics on this site are religious. If religion triggers you, this may not be the best option)

http://crisischat.squarespace.com/

https://www.imalive.org/(personally recommend, it's hard to catch someone online though)

www.suicide.org also has a list of hotlines for a bunch ofcountries and a bunch of resources!

I really wish you the best, it's what you deserve.

Forgot notifications were off, hope you see this @reliablePeach891

I feel your pain, im always having those thoughts too.

Omg darling but why do you think that you are depressed?

if you set your mind to it you can stop the thoughts and get better