@Jaybee3690
Felt like I was reading my own journal. 
@EnergySensitive I completely get where you are coming from. Things are so much more difficult when you can
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@Jaybee3690 i feel you and i hope we both get better 
This is the feeling I can't explain by myself. I'm so sorry for what you're going through but I feel you.
i understand it's been like that for me for 14 years. the difference for me is i the suffocating feeling doesn't go away for me. i'm sorry to say i haven't found a "cure". i am sorry you are also experiencing this.
@Tiredandalone88
14 years is the closest ive seen to my life crushng record mines 22 i would like to speak to you
@ShiroiKage yeah mine stems from what i'm sure many people would think is stupid but yeah 14yrs
@Jaybee3690
hey i know exactly how you feel at what age did it feel like the real you took a back seat?
and do you have dark thoughts?
@ShiroiKage
ive struggled with depression for a few years, im 25 now and its been about 7 months of losing myself. I do have dark thoughts but i hold on to the few good moments to keep me going, thats helping me for now but there are days when there is no light in the darkness.