16 years old, depressed and sometimes feel suicidal!

Did ur depression get triggered by something? Try to talk to parents about seeing a therapist.

I am not close with my parents at all! There was this time I felt suicidal at school, I came home and my mum said take these and kill yourself! I trust my English teacher more than them

Oh gosh that is awful. I can't believe ur mum said that. Do u have any other trusted friends or relatives u can talk to? What about a school counsler? U have to talk to somebody. I am also depressed and had some sucidal thoughts but I know the reason because my boyfriend and I broke up and I am heartbroken and I started seeing a therapist. Can u see a therapist?

No, don't think I can. Haven't got a school counsellor, but could go see my English teacher about it My parents are absolutely awful to me, I hate them. I really don't know what to do!!

Well u can talk to me when I am on here. Do u know why ur depressed? Is it because of ur parents?

No, I don't have a clue why I am depressed to be perfectlyhonest with you. Children and adolescents mental health support didn't exactly help. My parents are making my life 10x worse then it normally would be. Me wanting to end my life also happens really often, i feel like wanting to do it a lot. It doesn't matter where I am, I would still want to commit. Its ruining my life!

And this

What makes you hesitate every time listen dnt u have anything to be happy about think about it deep insid u must have :)

Erm, hello. I don't think we've spoken to each other before? I'm Ikra

Hello , I'm hoping this is a new post to your thread as the small writing was getting hard for me to read ^^ If your school doesn't have a counsellor, could you perhaps go and see your Dr? They could refer you for counselling or tell you charities or things that could help. For example in the UK we have the samaritans. You could ask a friend to go with you if you were scared, and if you don't think it would be useful for your mum or dad to go with you. Or perhaps a sibling? The first port of call for me was my gp because I was too scared and didn't know where else to look for help. Otherwise it may help talking to some of the listeners on here. I hope you manage to find help soon :)

Hiya, I am inthe UK. I have spoken to the samaritans but then I stopped, found that they weren't a great deal of help for me. I have asked my parents about going to see a doctor about it, but they said no, even though I was diagnosed by children and adolescents mental health support 7 months ago

Hello thank you very much for being so open and honest with us.I am not sure if you might be able to speak to Kooth it doesn't cover the whole of the UK but is a little more like this site but focused on your age grouphttps://www.kooth.com

What parts of the UK does it cover? Yes I would like to get different people's views on my situation, so will give Kooth a try. I just don't know what to do, so confused

I am really stuck, my parents won't help me and I really need treatment for it. School knows but suppose that is not a great deal of help for when I am at home

It's listed on the site I think ? I don't think they do Northern Ireland though and possibly Scotland I think it's mostly English to be honest but don't referenceme on that ;)

You could try papyrus that is for younger people or mindo. Do you have a connexions near you? I'm sure you should be able to walk in there and ask. :)

*mind

Also try this (might be what the other poster was referring to ? But they have live chat and can link you up to local services that might be able to help)http://www.getconnected.org.uk

How does it work? Can I chat online, one to one?

Kooth you can chat online and same with get connected but get connected links you up to local services it does not offer emotional support itself.

What arethey (Papyrus, young mind and connexions)? I am not too sure as to what it is they do, and what services they offer

Papyrus is a service for young people who feel suicidal, you can text them and ring them. Mind is a website that had lots of advice and will be able to give you further advice, you can ring or email them and they have local shops you can walk into. Connexions is a place usually near the high street that young people can go to to get help from nearly anything I think. We have them in the south I don't know about anywhere else. They can give advice and refer you I think. I hope this is useful.

Alright, thank you everyone for your suggestions! Please keep them coming in, i still need your help

Toughwater73 - yes it is extremelyuseful, thank you. Do you, or anyone else, have any other tips or advise for me?

I don't want to suggest anything that could make things worse for you. I really think being able to talk to someone will help. The samaritans have helped me a lot, but you said that you have tried them. I would go to the GP anyway, but don't want to suggest that for you. Perhaps your school will have a few more ideas as well. Sorry I can't be of more help! you can email all of these organisations as well. If you felt very suicidal, and had no one to ring you could always ring 111.

Thank you toughwater73 for your suggestions.Icould see a GP but I have the problem of my parents. There is no chance that they will let me see a GP about it, they refuse to acknowledge there is anything wrong with me! I could see a GP on my own, but I am not sure how to go without my parents finding out

Okay :) sorry I can't be of more help!

So I should ask school if they have any ideas? And it's okay, you are help

I would suggest you to have a talk with your English teacher because it makesyou feelsafe,confident and loved.If it's possible try to take hisphonenumber and call himwhen you feel suicidal or depressed.

My English teacher isa woman, hahaha! But i still am really confused as to what to do. It is already the christmas holidays here in the UK, so i am not at school

But youare not wrong there, talking to her does make me feel safe, confident and like I actually have someone to talk to, also that I don't have to go through anything alone

Internet site page and also I consider this net-site page remains in every functional sense useful! hold tight setting up. we can generally invite all you have actually performed appropriately below because of the truth that I recall that you're greatly worried over our own. Blog site and take the feeds furthermore. best HVAC installation

That is a decision blog passage. I astoundingly like this subject. This webpage site page has an impressive proportion of focal points. I discovered heaps of engaging issues from this site. It empowers me in loads of approaches.thank you for exchanging this once more. Appreciative to you for sharing the diffuse. father, and also the mother, are universes shocking character in every introduction of a man. best home detox solutions