One word to describe how I feel today is....
One word to describe how I feel today is....
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Groggy
Reeling
Silenced?
stressed (very)
used
self-sabotaging
pressured
worried
alone
Relieved and ashamed
Relieved as I recently found put an evaluation from 2012 was wrong and I truly am still and always was autistic/neurodiverse.
At the same time though I feel ashamed as it is partly what pushed some treasured friends away; that and can essentially confirm that those same friends have forever lost all respect for me and I am forever exiled from their life and reconciliation is not allowed and I have to be happy about it (I'm not)
All because of an assumption, a misunderstanding, a mistake that I feel like shit about everyday.
Hard not to feel like they lost all respect for me, they won't even flip me the bird or say 'f%&k you'; they just ghost as if I don't even exist.
@lycan9826, that's particularly shi**y treatment when people ghost you. Just remember that it says more about them than it does about you.
Focused
relief...and HAPPY!
guilty