One word to describe how I feel today is....

Hopeless

Determined

I think I feel kind of confused, but still accepting

it is not you it is me my anxiety makes me act the way i do i don't know whether i over react i cant behave myself in front of no one i feel like i make a show out of myself if it was that easy i would agree to things but why did you lot make my depression so hard last year i am still recovering I'm still feeling depressed and hurting but have to make out I'm ok when inside I'm hurting I'm hurting why do i do it to myself lost

Discontent.

Disconnected

exhausted from what has been going on that person won't even fight back im getting ignored had enough think is it me with the problem why is it i take think things the wrong way

Feeling pissed off

I'm always considering other people and doing so much for them BUT it not recipricated.

Painful

Useless i feel like everything I do I fail a total fool i thought I could be happy but no I ruin things why do they keep hurting me I'm already broken why are they trying to destroy me I don't get it i dont understand why I don't get me neither why am I feeling like this I'm so down i can't lift my mood up no matter what I do I guess I have done it before I can do it again there will be happier times it can't stay like it is