It started 4 years ago..
energeticSpring4866
October 19th, 2015
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Hey, I have a problem: I used to have a lot of friends in elementary and part of middle school. I sort of drifted into this lonely state of mind where I can't connect with others at all. I'm in high school now and my former classmates are happy and making tons of new friends. I can't. I don't get any pleasure from being with others and I fake a lot of smiles and laughs. I come home and do homework and sleep as much as I can. I really hate getting up in the morning. School depresses me and I feel like I'm in a meaningless cycle. That sounds really lame, I know. But it is the truth. I'm scared.