High functioning depression
Something I learned that I have
I'm working, busy, active and it seems like there's nothing wrong. But deep down I suffer from adohenia, loss of interest in things I onced liked. I constantly battle with self harming feelings and thoughts of suicide. I have an addiction with porn and masturb. I will criticise myself if I don't measure up and I fear rejection if people knew my inner struggles. I have ADHD. I have a child with Aspergers.
Were going to relocate and everything and everyone I once held on to, I'm leaving behind. I know adventure lies before me, but I'm facing all my fears.
I know Jesus is with me and I'm never alone. But with people I am. Visiting is hard, cuz I m not a natural talker. I avoid it mostly. When I do I leave my aspie at home cuz he has antisocial behavior.
If I look at all I'm dealing with I start getting the wrong thoughts.
@J9SA
I would recommend talking to more positive people, here on 7cups, a church, temple, synagog, or mosque, if you have religious beliefs, and to therapy resources as well. It sounds like that are some things in your life that you would like to change and feel better about. I think talking with more positive people is a step in the right direction.