Hi?

Hi, I guess. I just feel the need to join this community and I guess to make myself belong somewhere. I have not gone to the doctor yet to confirm my suspicion if I'm depressed or not. But I take a lot of tests and read a lot of article about depression though. And I kinda think that the description fits me. I'm not sure if I'm depressed or not.

People might say that it's just because I'm sad because I have just deal with a break up but I don't know if it's just a sad thing, because you see. I've been through several heart break before and the aftermath is not this big. I don't suddenly break down crying when I'm driving or lose apetite in eating or just losing sense of why I should live. Though it's not like it happens everyday, I just feel so scared when I am alone and have no one to talk to. I hope I will find some support here?

Ah, and thank you for letting me join this community..