Feeling stuck
Hi everyone, I'm a 24 year old girl that currently studies at an art school. I don't enjoy it anymore and I haven't for a long time. I feel very stuck in where I am right now
because i really want to leave the town I live in and start out somewhere else, or travel or something, but in order to do that I'll have to get a job and save money.
The thing is I wake up every day feeling stressed out and unhappy and i spend my time trying to look for answers by reading a lot of things online about depression and low self-esteem, feeling stuck and anxiety but non of it seems to really help and I'm at a point now where I'm too exhausted to try out something new. I've been in therapy and it didn't help me. I've tried exercisingwhich does make me feel a little better but it still comes down to the same thing, and it's that i just want to leave. I don't know if I'mtrying to run away from something.
What makes everything harder is seeing so many people who I either go to school with or know from somewhere else, being really successful in what they're doing, and seeing them grow. It makes me very angry at myself that I can't be that way. I feel like a lost child almost. I also keep everyone at a distance because I know that I don't have a lot of positivity to bring to their lives right now.