Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I feel so alone right now I have no one to talk to and I just feel like a burden and I don't want to feel this way anymore, I'm sick of being like this

I didn't get a job that I interviewed for. I felt like I wasn't good enough. I hate putting myself and my feelings out on the line to only be crushed. I really wanted this new job. I then think about my current job and I am thankful to have it and I can improve my job so that I'll be ready for the next interview. I have to continue to love myself and I know that God will set me up with something perfect. I can't be so hard on myself! I'm an amazing person and I have to keep trying. I feel a little blue now but that will pass! I'm excited to improve my current job and be the best worker I can be. I have to!

Hello everybody, I am new here, and I have depression along with suicidal thoughts :( I want to start being happy but it's kind of difficult when I get bullied as well.

I'm getting ready to graduate from medical school. But I don't really feel like celebrating or doing anything special to commemorate my achievement. The people I want there the most, besides my family, won't be there...It's been almost 5 months, but I still wish my ex-boyfriend and his family could be there. I love them so much.

I feel like im gonna cry or scream but I can't like is getting caught in my throat

Ive cried... Deeply😊

I cried earlier because I was missing someone and didn't do( or have the urge really badly ) anything to self harm so now feeling proud

I feel like shit. My boyfriend is at a prom party right now . It's our 5th month anniversary and he didn't even tell me happy anniversary. He's out at the party and prom parties are crazy. I feel like he's cheating on me or getting twerking on or something. I wanna cut so bad and my anxiety is getting worse. If there's a listener reading this..please help me.

It feels futile like most other days. I have accomplished nothing today. I have more homework than ever and I don't know why it's worth it. Every weekend is the same. Nothing changes. I wake up at noon, do my work, go back to sleep or sit in bed. I wish I had energy to appreciate anything. Maybe then, I could have friends or do things like normal people. Today was depressing. Today was the usual.

I feel okay. Not too bad and not too good. I am also feeling slightly anxious and worried about my future. But these feelings are not overwhelming. I feel in control of my thoughts and feelings.