Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
Today I feel literally nothing. I'm in so much pain, that I just feel numb on the inside. I, also feel like such a burden to everyone around me.
Today i felt really bad... My parents went to a new year party and leave me on home... Alone... Like ever... My brother is dead, my sister kill herself two years ago... Maybr its destiny... I should kill myself to be with them... I'll be better... Right?
Do not kill yourself. Read some book or maybe you can talk to us. Anyway, happy new year and may this year 2016 brings more happiness to your family.
I am very sorry about your siblings. I hope that you are having a better night. You are not alone and we care about you. Stay strong!
I am very sorry about your siblings. I hope that you are having a better night. You are not alone and we care about you. Stay strong!
Today I feel like depression is toying with me. I had a good day I got out of bed I cleaned my room. And just as soon as I think everything is okay! THAT'S WHEN ITS GOING TO ATTACK! And I'm going to fall deeper than I was before...ugh! Pray for me.
Today I almost had some fun going shopping with my mom. I say almost because my definition of fun is not as clear as it used to be. I enjoyed my day but nothing seems to fully calm my anxiety or pain anymore and it's exhausting and I feel guilty for even trying to be okay.
I had a pretty good day but as soon as I go to bed, I'm numb and restless and break down crying. I feel so lost and alone.
At first I felt miserable..but I looked forward to the new year and I tried to say to myself that things will get better. I feel ok now.but not happy
I had a pretty good day but as soon as I go to bed, I'm numb and restless and break down crying. I feel so lost and alone.
I have a beautiful house, a man who loves me, and a steady job, but I feel like it's all bullshit. I'm going to spend my life being meaningless and worthless. I'm not pretty anymore, I'm not thin anymore, I know I've gotten dumber, and the depression is sucking out everything that's left of me. I think the only reason he's with me is he doesn't realize he stayed on the life raft and didn't even see how close to shore he is.
I feel like I'm empty inside. I had so many plans and hopes for my future but they are gone. I haven't talk to anyone except my colleagues since summer. I have no intention to go outside on the weekend. I feel like I'm in vacuum. I have panic attack even when I have to go to the shop or to the work. I just want to lay down and die. I have no idea how can I live and what I should do with my life.
Today is a new day! I'm determined to beat this! I'm going to try really hard to have a good day! Chin up! You got this!
@dynamicNana536, wish you all the best in this day. Use your positive vibes to the good cause ^^;