unknown feeling
these days I just don’t know what to feel.. or even how to feel about life. there are days where you feel you progressed and took a step forward in life.. but then a sudden burst of energy came and you were hoping it’s a good one.. but obviously it’s not.
I’ve been trying… more so doing all that I can to prove to people that I am not the “same” as I was few months back. but the thing is I don’t know how to explain to them and even to myself if it is something positive or not?
i am tired. i have been feeling tired for way too long.
@iamtrying0620 you are experiencing mixed emotions and fatigue after putting in a lot of effort to show others and yourself that you have made progress. Feeling stuck between wanting to move forward and struggling to understand what's positive or not is difficult. What thoughts come up for you when you think about what you want to convey to others?
honestly.. I just want them to see me again as some person that grew already after all the circumstances. not really expecting for them to “fully” embrace me back.. but i guess just acknowledging that i am still here and i exist. not relying on what happened in the past but focusing on who i am and what i have become in the present.