new here
this app is weird for me but I am in desperate need for support and genuine connection with others.
i really feel life as a wheel of boredom and like i will be stuck in this cycle forever. i hate it. i want to love myself better and forgive myself for struggling so much.
i practice gratitude but i cannot seem to stop myself from believing that life just sucks. existing seems like too much and, waking up and being present is hard.
seeing others suffer especially, makes me even sadder about being here. ever since i found out about trauma and how toxic some family members are my world has been distorted. i cannot trust anything fully.
even this message just feels like i'm babbling about nothing.
Hey.
I get you. I am sorry that we were the best people but life choose us to go through this.there were nothing wrong in us but people choose to be hard on us. Trying to fit every where but not becoming anyone's cup of tea. I am sorry friend. We dont deserve this... I hope you get through this💗
@nxgreos
Boredom. Suffering. Not being able to trust. Desperate for support and wanting connection. Trying to be grateful.
Sounds like you feel stuck. Â
You're not alone.