dont know where to run from life
i dont know where to go
or how to escape
im so done with this
TW
my mom has had cancer for 7 years
ive been taking care of her ever since she got diagnosed
half my life basically
never complained
always did everything with love
never got appreciation
no one would be there for her if it wasnt for me
i aint forgetting that time when she was havin a siezure on my bedroom floor for an hour, and my dad was sittin in my desk chair, watching football, while i was on the floor tryna help her.
now she said she wished she never had me
and that other kids take better care of their moms then me
i have been feeding her
helping her shower
being a shoulder for her to cry on
listening to her complain for hours
cleaning up after her
helping her walk
helping her use the toilet
every. single. thing.
never a thank you
and i did all with so much love
and care
and patience.
and this is what i get?
I'm *** sad man.
@PastaIsVeryUnderrated I'm so sorry<3 this is so heartbreaking. You're doing things out of love and the kindness of your heart and I believe the universe does reward that. I hope someday you get to be with people who appreciate you and that your mom finally be able to see how much you've done for her. The amount to endurance and strength it takes to do all this without being appreciated or acknowledged is something only a truly kind-hearted spirit can do. Please know that you matter so much more and are worth so much more <3 Put yourself first, you deserve to show yourself the same amount of kindness and care that you give to the world.
@BlueDarkAurora thank you so much aurora, it means so much to me T^T
@PastaIsVeryUnderrated <3
