does anyone else feel like this
444tears
November 7th, 2022
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does anyone else feel so down, ive held in so much sadness in for so long. i was able to still smile, you know fake it til you make it? haha thats what id do. i didnt want anyone to feel what i feel. i care too much. now all that pain its turned to anger. i want to rage out crying. i dont know where i went wrong. i dont know how to make this feeling go away.
i feel like im buried alive.
and i want to rip my heart out my chest.
i want to stop the sea behind my eyes. i dont even know how my eyes are capable of having an oceans worth of tears. my eyes burn.
my minds loud, bursting with the thoughts that i failed.