World of Stories
I hate to be in the real world. It sucks. It is boring and stressful. People have too many expectations, and I am not interested in fulfilling those. I truly hate so-called society.
I wish I could get lost in the world of stories by just being an audience. I'm scared of being the main character. Right now, I just want to be an extra. That way, I have to act less in other people's stories and can do whatever I want after the scene is over.
@generousLove7216 In a way we are all side characters to someone else's story. People can have all kind of expectations but it's not your responsibility to see if they're all met, you are allowed to step back and say no if it's too much and you just need a little break from it all.
I hope you get to make a story of your own where you as a main character can do whatever it is that you want<3 It can be as simple as you want and it'll still be so beautiful cause it's your own creation.
It feels like I am alone in my story. Because people around me have their own people. My story is like a girl who just studies ,watches movies and drama, reads books and just listens to her friends' problems. Isn't it boring.
@generousLove7216 Your story sounds sweet but I agree it can get boring and exhausting to keep listening to the experiences of others while not getting to have your own. You maybe alone in your story but I'm sure your story mirrors the stories of so many people, mine included. Maybe having your story take the spotlight will be a good start, add characters who are there for you, allow only the energy that matches your own. Make it all about you, romanticize your life<3
