My life
I still don't know how I feel anymore. I'm so stuck. No matter how many times I think about it, no matter what I do, no matter what I tell people. I'M STILL STUCK. I'm numb, i'm broken, tired, exhausted to the point that I feel like a wilted flower. Petals fall as memories take over my mind. My stem breaks when I see things that remind me of them. My leaves crinkle in depression, barely hanging onto life. There's no reverse to this kind of pain. There's no restart button. I can't even go back and be happy because the little number of memories I have are clouded from my overthinking mind.
The little bit of happiness I have, gets overshadowed with fear.
@Kaeli2649 That little bit of happiness you mentioned is worth recognizing. There may grow a world of hope from that tiny seed. Not all at once and not quickly but it’s something. I’m wishing that you find your path to healing.
