Living life is not worth doing.
I have this feeling like anything that does not have a direct and measurable benefit is not worth doing. Common things like going to a party seem dull and uninteresting where special things like big trips don’t seem to be worth the expense. Why spend several thousands of dollars to be board in some other part of the world. Are the people there better in some way to the people where I live? What can I see that I can’t see on the internet? Is the food so much better?
Because of this my life is work, eat, sleep with distractions like 7Cups in between. In 5 years none of the social events or activities that I have done has changed how i feel. I don’t know what to do.
@Gettingbettertoday It sounds like you're experiencing a sense of disconnect or dissatisfaction with your current routine. It's completely understandable to question the value of activities that don't seem immediately rewarding.