Letter
so the other day I was at my guys house an he was at work an I found his note book that he writes the list for food in an I came across something that he wrote when he was doing a recovery program. I kinda knew everything before but when I read that he didn’t love me at all an that he used me an my family for a place to stay an whatnot, I mean I had brought it up to him long ago an he always denied it an now I found this an read it it makes it all real an I’m just stuck an don’t know what to really do cause in that letter he wrote that he wanted to change his life around an he has told me before I read it that he loves me an that he knows now that I’m the best thing that has ever happen to him.
I am the only person who has stood by him when he relapsed a now him being in treatment a getting the help that he was never given before. I do feel like I don’t have strong feelings like I use too but now I don’t know what to think after reading this an I have confronted him about it and he has said that he’s trying to change cause he sees how he has hurt me an he don’t want to do that anymore but it’s hard. I don’t know anymore!!!