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Tinkerbell526
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PathStep 11 Compassion hearts86 Forum posts12 Forum upvotes7 Current upvotes7 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2024 Member sinceJanuary 23, 2024
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I am an over thinker, I have depression, anxiety, PTSD annd I have insomnia and insecurities.. I’m trying to work on my self esteem an my mental state so I can get past all of it..

Recent forum posts
Letter
Depression Support / by Tinkerbell526
Last post
 February 21st
...See more so the other day I was at my guys house an he was at work an I found his note book that he writes the list for food in an I came across something that he wrote when he was doing a recovery program. I kinda knew everything before but when I read that he didn’t love me at all an that he used me an my family for a place to stay an whatnot, I mean I had brought it up to him long ago an he always denied it an now I found this an read it it makes it all real an I’m just stuck an don’t know what to really do cause in that letter he wrote that he wanted to change his life around an he has told me before I read it that he loves me an that he knows now that I’m the best thing that has ever happen to him. I am the only person who has stood by him when he relapsed a now him being in treatment a getting the help that he was never given before. I do feel like I don’t have strong feelings like I use too but now I don’t know what to think after reading this an I have confronted him about it and he has said that he’s trying to change cause he sees how he has hurt me an he don’t want to do that anymore but it’s hard. I don’t know anymore!!!
Work
General Support / by Tinkerbell526
Last post
 February 13th
...See more This Job I have is getting to the point where I’m just over it, feel like I’m being used here an it’s not fair. So I have wanting to find a at home job that is legit but the ones that I have found come out to be a scam an it’s really frustrating. Just need some help
Not feeling good
Self-Esteem / by Tinkerbell526
Last post
 February 11th
...See more I use to be ok with myself until I got with this guy an I was happy like really happy an then I started to gain weight an I have been real skinny for years and as soon as I left a toxic relationship an got into another one a few years later I realized that I have gained weight, don’t get me wrong I’ve been told I look a lot better with it but I don’t feel like I do sometimes cause the guy I was with seemed like he was no longer attractive to me an started to seek attention else where an stopped giving me compliments like he use too since I’ve gained the weight. Like I’m ok with everything except my stomach area I just can’t seem to get rid of it at all no matter what I seem to do, I would really like some help that way I can start to feel better about myself an get my self esteem back where it was before.
Anxiety to almost panick attacks
Anxiety Support / by Tinkerbell526
Last post
 January 28th
...See more so for the past few day I have been feeling like something is really wrong an I don’t even know why, it’s like really messing with me to the point where it’s almost goes to panic mode an I don’t want that to happen. I really don’t know what to do but it’s really getting to the point where I can’t control it anymore cause it’s taking up every moment of my time with that feeling like something is really wrong or something bad is going to happen!! It started after having a small argument with my boyfriend an I’ve never had that before.
Hurt
Trauma Support / by Tinkerbell526
Last post
 February 4th
...See more The guy that I’ve been with for awhile has hurt me in many ways but I still can’t seem to leave him an I really need too cause I don’t want to hurt anymore. I do love him a lot but I need strength to leave an not feel bad about it. I’m the only person he has cause he is recovering addict an is in a recovery place working on himself. He has no support from any family, I have been the only support he has but we argued about the things he has done to me an how it made me feel an he get mad about it. Like I said I need help on leaving him an not feel bad for doing it since he is trying to work on himself. any good advice?
Depressed about what he said
Relationship Stress / by Tinkerbell526
Last post
 January 25th
...See more I was with this guy for almost 2 1/2 years an he broke up with me but we still talk. We got the talking about the relationship an he told me the reason he did what he did by talking to other people an cheating was because I was boring in bed an that if I ask any of my guy friends they would tell me that that is the reason guys cheat or seek attention else where. I asked him why he didn’t say anything before that’s it was like two years an he didn’t say anything g til now an he said it wasn’t all bad there was times when it was good. I just don’t understand why he didn’t just break up with me if that was the case! Like I’m so hurt a depressed about it to where what’s the point in even getting into another relationship if he’s telling me that it’s not good?! Now it makes me think that that is the reason none of the other relationshipss didn’t work out. I really don’t know I’m just so hurt!!
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