I'm tired and angry [rant]
I did everything I was supposed to do. I followed all the rules, I tried to make everyone happy, I was polite, respectful, and obedient. And here I am years later - struggling with self love, disordered eating, self-harm, *extremely* bad thoughts and still living with the person who caused it all.
I'm tired of surviving. I've been in flight-fight-freeze mode since single digits. I hate where I live, and I hate that I'm around these people.
@greenLion85
who made the rules? i see so many people who say "i did everything right i did what others wanted i was nice and on and on" like at some point a trophy would be rewarded........ does not happen
it can be people..... but it is not a place........ if you are unhappy and mad change comes from within.... in how you react.... stop doing the same thing expecting a different result that is insanity ....
make the changes you need to be happy and work towards .........your goals your rules.... in our efforts to stay the course try again etc we WASTE our most valuable asset .........TIME ..... the more you waste trying to please others hoping they will reward you and make you happy ... you will never get that time back