I’m pathetic
I hate myself and everyone hates me too. I have no use in this world. I have no purpose. I have nothing going for myself. I’m fat, I’m ugly, I barely have hair, I’m broke, I’m dumb, I’m always sick, I’m antisocial, I’m boring, I’m nothing. I Can’t keep a friend, can’t keep a relationship. My life is karma. Karma for living. After saying it all I’m actually relieved. I want to hide the truth so bad and act so desperate at pathetic when instead I should just face the harsh reality. I used to think I could make a difference in the world but now i feel so stupid. I don’t know why I thought I could actually be loved and be happy. I have no one. I can’t talk to family they’ll just say what do I have to be depressed about and etc. I have nobody to talk to and nobody would want to listen to me anyway.
@persistentJar149 let your self be pathetic now and take one step at a time into fixing it. Don’t be fast don’t be slow just take it steadily. Don’t judge your progress because you are only moving forward when you do this
@persistentJar149you are more than hair more than a body more than all that
Oh, all of those horrible voices in your head sound pretty overwhelming right now. I am so sorry.
None of them are true. You are wonderful and necessary to this world. You haven't found your spot in the world yet and that really, really hurts.
You say that you don't have anyone to talk to in the regular world. Would venting a little more here and trying to come up with some ways of feeling better, help?
Feel free to post here any time and I will answer within 24 hours.@persistentJar149
i try to vent on here and tell my feeling whenever it becomes too much for me to handle. I haven’t found my purpose in life and I feel like I don’t belong here.
So what does a "purpose in life" look like to you? It is different for everyone. @persistentJar149
@persistentJar149 people work up there purpose in life to be so big and significant but it really doesn’t matter sometimes what you do no matter how small, has a purpose and impact but we just don’t see it because we are looking at other people’s big picture. I work at a job where the only thing I do is put stickers on products which seems very unless in the long term it’s kinda true but that doesn’t mean it’s unnecessary my purpose is to sticker thing. My purpose is to also talk to people it’s to cook food and eat. I often time feel like you do but I live with the knowledge I’m supposed to and have to live. If it helps try making a list of thing you need to do then you will have an objective a purpose if you will (it might not work but it’s good to give it a try)
