I'm Tired
AGirlWithAWeirdName
May 29th, 2023
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I'm so emotionally and mentally exhausted. Nothing is going according to plan. It's tiring, really. Some days I feel like screaming and smashing my phone to the ground. While other days I feel like cussing and crying my eyes out. But I don't. I suppress my emotions. I've worked so hard to stay clean but now all I can think about is having a drink and popping some pills. I just wanna be numb. I don't want to feel this frustration, fear and anxiety anymore.