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I hate myself.

maxisthebest February 7th

tw: mentions of suicide, suicidal ideation


I literally hate myself. I make everyone so *** upset. Today, I went to go call my therapist at school and my counselor said no because it was against school policy and then she asked why I wanted to call her and so I said "because I'm feeling rly suicidal and I want to talk to her not that its any of your business" and so she called my stepmom and had her pick me up and sent me home, and tole her that I wasn't their problem anymore, and that they needed to deal with me.


My stepmom was really upset with me, because we are trying to stay out of inpatient facilities but I don't think that it will work. I'm constantly suicidal, and when one thing pushes me over the edge, I get so upset and escalated, and I lash out, I don't remember what goes on half of the time, and its scary.


I'm so stressed. I'm scared my therapist will send me inpatient. I don't want that, seriously.

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quietLime7339 February 7th

I’m so sorry that you’re going through that 🙏🏾 I love you and I hope things get better for you and you’re able to feel at peace soon in this life. I know that it may not seem that way right now, but you have so much life to live and so much love to give and receive.

Please hang in there and remember that there is no perfect way to keep going. But you are incredibly capable and supported by us here on 7Cups ♥️