I feel exhausted.
After the death of Miss Shaimaa, may God have mercy on her soul, I feel a great loss in my heart and in my life. Miss Shaimaa was not just a teacher, she was a symbol of cooperation and respect. She truly raised us to be one group and help each other. That's why everyone loved her and treated her kindly, and the school environment was full of cooperation and mutual support. Even the students who were considered troublemakers were kind and could be friends.
Now, after her death, I feel that the school environment has changed dramatically. Dealing with negative behaviors has become very exhausting, especially in the difficult circumstances I am going through. I long for the days that were full of cooperation and respect, and I wish I could go back to those times or find a way to improve the current situation.
Dealing with this type of negative behavior has become very difficult, especially when I myself cannot bear the loss of Miss Shaimaa and need support. I feel like I need a supportive and respectful environment like the one that Miss Shaimaa provided, but I'm finding it difficult to find that now.. May God have mercy on her, forgive her, and make her abode in heaven and unite us with her in the highest paradise, God willing.
I am so sorry that you lost your teacher. That must be really rough.
How has it been this week being back at school. Any better? @Fatmaisasoup
No!
It gets worse.
Ugh! Do you want to tell us more? This can be a great place to vent and get some of it out of your brain. Just doing that can make things easier to manage. @Fatmaisasoup
First of all, I'm really sorry for your loss and thanks for reaching out in such difficult moments. I can only imagine the void Miss Shaimaa has left in your life. It's important you take care of yourself now that you're grieving. What sort of strategies/actions do you think you could do for that purpose? Is there anything that can be used to remeber her from a good place?
She seemed to have had a significant influence on the dynamics at school and it will take some time to readjust to the new situation. From what you describe there seems to be less warmth. In which ways do you think you could improve your situation? What are the current positive aspects at school?
Feel free to reach out to me if you need to talk :)
