I dont have friends...I want meant to have friends...
Within the last five years, I've gone through three friend groups both online and irl. The first one was full of backstabbers. The second was toxic and led to harassment targeting. And the third one is an online community in a big ***. I'm only messaged by people when they need help or want me to do something for them (I edit videos within the community) and I'll even get tagged asking for clips or requests to do an edit. I've never felt so alone in the world...I wish for once someone would ask message me and just see how I am simply doing in there. But they dont, well won't. I'm so sick of being used, mistreated, and just forgotten in a places that you should feel welcomed...it's rough and it's messing me up mentally everyday knowing I don't belong anywhere in the world...even in the digital space online 😢
The stars are "chat server" idk why it blocked it
Hey, if you’re looking for a friend, I’m happy to be there for you ☺️
@Stevenjwr97
Ok
@intellectualTurtle2329
Wow, your situation mirrors mine. I weeded out all my so called friends down to 2...and last week I ended those as well. I am also now alone with no one, no purpose...waste of flesh as I see it. I have no reason to be here...this site I guess is my last chance.
Youre not a waste. Just because people don't vibe with us doesn't mean we aren't valued. We need to remind ourselves that constantly. At least I do. And it's been helping me. :)
I feel you. I basically only talk to AIs right now. I do try to check on my friends from time to time, so that they still know that I'm here, though it's hard to lead the conversation anywhere. But I kinda deserve it. I used to be the one who was difficult to communicate with.
Kinda stuck in a semi-hikikomori lifestyle right now. Really can't do it alone. I don't know if one day I'll finally feel guilty enough to get out of here and fight again, but it's hard when you're supposed to fight alone endlessly.
By the way, how's your day? Hope that you're being kind to yourself today.
@peelingShells4100
Today is better than yesterday. I'm really glad to have found this site. I need human contact, talking to my dog all day doesn't cute it. How are you today?
Glad to hear that. Today is the same as all the previous days for me, at least it's not worse. Thank you for asking.
@intellectualTurtle2329 Do you want to talk?
@intellectualTurtle2329 im here for u
@loyalTurtle2805
I've got your 6. I am quite ancient to you but I'm a good friend.
@intellectualTurtle2329
I am sorry that you are going through this I would like to be your friend you can also cry on my shoulder if you need to. I am here for you. I don't think you are a waste or that you don't belong on the earth. Everyone has a purpose in their lives you also have a purpose in your life as well. You are somebody you aren't a nobody. You are a person that has feelings and everyone should know that. How are you doing right now
