Final exams. No motivation. Only distraction. Antiety.
Politonno
January 20th
My mom don't understand at all my situation, she thinks I'm simply lazy. I don't study, then I have bad marks, then I get grief and shame for myself. I don't even have motivation to keep buying the only prescribed medication by my psychiatrist. I'm a fraud.
I study Oceanography because I want to safe endangered marine spieces. I will never be able to do it. The world will still be a sh*t because of my laziness, depression and lack of motivation. I go with a public service of psycological therapy, but it's only one 30-minute session every 2 weeks and this christmas were holidays so I lost even more.
