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Disabled broken bipolar and have ptsd and anxiety

Rednomad April 4th
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My life is a mess

I reached out for help again today have to make some changes


I'm tired of the viscous cycle that I've been living I know I can be a better person again


I've survived so much cancer loss of a child 2 divorces I'm still young I'm only 48 but I abused my body for others and now have trouble taking care of myself

I'm afraid to live alone and I'm tried of drinking to sleep and handle my pain

I'm afraid of Dr's and know they don't really care about the pain I'm in from the cancer and a bad hip

I went for antibiotics and was treated horrible again I feel so lost

I'm living on a friend's couch

Just got out of jail trying to fight to get my insurance back

Made me homless and had to get everything reinstated and its been hard for me to start over again I'm tired of fighting to end up with nothing again

Just needed to vent


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Jem7Cups April 4th
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I hear you and I know things are really tough for you right now. It's not easy to open up and share how you're feeling, but I admire your bravery. Even in the tough times, there's always a chance for things to get better. Your strength and determination are clear in what you're saying. Asking for help and recognising the need for a change are important first steps toward a brighter future. 


Hang in there and remember you're not in this alone.
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