Confusion and the thruth
Yea I'm 14, everyday I can have fun, I can be cool and make jokes. But, deep inside I have so many issues. I force myself to think of bad thoughts and they are true. I guess I finally felt like someone and not the fat kid, who always get made fun of. My issues consume me, I'm addicted to porn and my focus is fried. I've got beaten, destroyed went through so much. These thoughts don't bother and consume me and break me. I know my monsters will always follow me and I'll never be free. I just see myself going down a path in which I, well you know. I can't win.
@indigoHouse922
You can't predict the future. Why do you let your past dictate your present?
I cant tell if it's real or fake, and the damage has been done already. I can't reverse it, everythings going to fall apart.
@indigoHouse922
Look even if things fall apart whatever happens day or night home or not
get yourself some water right now. and drink it okay?