Celebrating with mixed emotions
Hello, my name is Adrian,
I have some good news and some bad news that I'm having mixed emotions about. I just paid for my rent and most of the security deposit covered by a church. So I'm good to move in on January 1st. But I'm having mixed emotions about it. I speak with my mental health provider after Christmas to give me a referral on getting furniture for a cheap as 125 to 200. And it's a one bedroom apartment. And they charge 50 for delivery and 75 for putting it in. Not bad at all for all that. But I am waiting for someone who can simply loan me the money and I can definitely pay back in interest guaranteed. But I'm worried about that a little bit. So I feel sad and excited, proud, and disappointed at the same time. If I could get some help and pay anybody back on January 26th around 3pm I would. But I am somewhat out of luck. But I will try my best.
Any advice?
When you are going into anything new there is a great deal of fear. But what you are moving into sounds pretty awesome. So don't let fear dictate things here. You are trying to move in a positive direction and that matters. Trust that things will work out. @RunningWater
But I feel of pride struggling and doing everything on my own with zero support
You mentioned two sources of support in your note: your mental health provider and the church. You have another one here. We can be your cheerleaders as you navigate your new future. The biggest key though is figuring out how to trust yourself.@RunningWater
